Bby !!!!!!! My phone spoil !!!!! Check your Facebook now my phone can’t even on !!!!
Everyone has a past , an addiction and flaws . I cannot confirm but it’s a high chance you’re still doing what you’ve said you’re not . Not only did you promise me but your family . It hurts me . I’ve started to suspect and now because of a text message that you’ve sent wrongly it means that god wants me to know the truth . It hurts real bad to the extent that I can’t sleep it’s 11:30. Time flies I’ve been rolling and dripping tears for an hour . I wanna text you but I can’t put myself to it . I thought you’ve done it but hey you didn’t . You lied to me , your family and most importantly yourself ! You don’t think you’re wrong you think it’s okay but it’s not okay . It’s not what you think , it’s way much worse than what your thought . It hurts me because I love you . 3
I’m your daughter but you don’t treat me like one , you treated me like a pet or a maid -.- . Now all of you saying my attitude getting worse . It’s because of you guys ! That my attitude is like this didnt you realize ? I hate you and her !!!!! Bitches . Mom why do you only care about your two kids and not me ? If you hate me , I don’t mind you throwing me out of the house . I believe i can get a better life that I like . And I’ll definitely guarantee you that I’ll be happier !
I’m your daughter but you don’t treat me like one , you treated me like a pet or a maid -.- . Now all of you saying my attitude getting worse . It’s because of you guys ! That my attitude is like this didnt you realize ? I hate you and her !!!!! Bitches . Mom why do you only care about your two kids and not me ? If you hate me , I don’t mind you throwing me out of the house . I believe i can get a better life that I like . And I’ll definitely guarantee you that I’ll be happier !
Is this counted ? What’s happening ?
am I stress ? I’ve no idea but I can’t control my temper and it’s getting worst . This is the only place I can vent it all out coz it’s often kept as a secret . He kept accusing me I know he loves me but it’s way beyond the line . Yes , he is stress but I am too . He kept having negative thoughts about me . We always have mood swings but at different timings . My mom she keeps nagging and scolding me for nothing . I kinda had enough . I told her I have a high chance that I won’t make it for poly this year due to my results for my Ns . She didn’t care . So I’ll be stuck in a course I dislike ( most probably ) now I’m already struggling with my studies just after four days . How long more can I endure ? What more , I can’t go out to at least have a walk alone at night when it ain’t hot . I still have quite many months more to go but I’m about to breakdown soon somehow . My Bestfriend gave me problems and blame it all on me . I admit I was wrong but her boyfriend thinks he’s right when he’s the actual one that cause all the problems . Wth right ? My Bestfriend helped me alot but what she did before we separate ways was WHOA . Yknow what I mean . I’m like a prisoner once again . To people out there love your life coz many are able to go out late at night below 16 . I’m 16 yet when I went for countdown I was reprimanded. What the fuck is this ? I’m already turning 17 this year despite the fact that i’m a December child. I’ve stared to talk back to everyone . I wasnt like this before . When I talkback each time , the louder I get . I’m going berserk soon .
Signing out ,
PRISONER
